What's that one thing you want to say to someone but will never say it?

Hi Taylor.

Remember when I called you and you said you'd call me back? I somehow managed to convince myself to wait for you to contact me before ever talking to you again, and you know what? I still haven't gotten that phone call. I don't even want it anymore. You've ruined my self esteem and I want you to know that. I never did anything to hurt you and you destroyed my confidence by completely erasing me from your life without even saying anything. You know what? It's not even about me. It's about YOU.

Did you know that there are civil ways to remove people from your life? You know what woulda worked wonders? Returning that phone call. Instead, you chose to be a cowardly and lazy slob who dropped all sense of responsibility like it's your privilege to enter and leave someone's life as you please without saying anything. Well, guess what? I can enter your life without asking for permission just like you can leave mine. And I'm here to tell you that what you did hurts people, Taylor. It hurts EVERYONE. I really hope you never do that to anyone ever again because holy shit does it hurt.

I don't care if you reply to this or not, because it wouldn't be the first time you've ignored a message I've sent you (although I would appreciate a couple words so I know you're not dead). All I wanted to do was re-enter your life for a brief moment to let you know that, even after you cut people out of your life, they don't magically disappear. I still exist and I'm hurting because of you, and I want you to know that.

It pisses me off so much that we can go our separate ways, never speak again, and you can still influence my life every single day. You've destroyed my ability to be confident in my relationships. I have a wonderful boyfriend now, but I fear every morning that I'll wake up and he'll just walk away from me and delete me from his life just like you did. It's an anxiety that has stuck with me ever since you disappeared, and I fear that it will never leave me.

I struggle every day because of the way you treated me. You're a gigantic blotch on my life and I can't get you out. It makes me furious as hell that you can leave such a stain on my brain when I hardly left a single mark on yours.

Fucking treat people like people, Taylor.

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