3. What's the only reason that holds you on to live the remaining of your life desp...

What's the only reason that holds you on to live the remaining of your life despite the fact you are depressed?

I'm not depressed, but instead I have a theory that I'm a waste of resources: I require daily medicine for my panic disorder, I don't have any education despite loving mathematics and English as I got physically bullied for 7 years for starting school a year earlier making an easy target, and the amount of food I consume doesn't pay itself back as because nobody is accepting my job applications. It's all a very clear sign from the universe.

What holds me on to live is extreme metal drumming and this girl that I have coffee with weekly. As much as seeing her puts a smile on my face, it also makes me realize how I should just die before I make any more ties.

Suicide is just as selfish as having a baby.

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