So when you told me that one of the reasons you ended up in your current relationship was because she had also recently become sober- I was very briefly actually, literally BLINDED by a rage that I could not articulate. I don’t want you to feel judged.... but SERIOUSLY?!? That’s a fucking GREAT way to fucking jeopardize your sobriety, her sobriety and fucking dodge your responsibility to yourself to fucking figure yourself out- to Reestablish your relationship with yourself- or to work on your relationship with your daughter instead of hopping into a fucking relationship less than a year after getting sober.
How the FUCK are you going to eliminate your toxic patterns within relationships if You are IN a fucking relationship? How the fuck are you EVER going to have a real lasting commitment to anyone if you can’t fucking commit to yourself?
What fucking HOPE could I have that you really do want a fucking future with me in it? ( or that you ever did)
And on TOP of that-How the fuck could you fucking leave her EVEN if you WANTED TO?? (not that it even seems like you do) DID YOU LEARN NOTHING FROM YOUR PRISON SENTENCE OF A MARRIAGE???
Your sobriety should NOT BE DEPENDENT ON ANOTHER PERSON.