What's a secret you can only share with online strangers?

Tbh, I'll be glad to die. Super glad, life isn't the same as people say, it isn't fun or happy or peaceful. I have so much anxiety from day to day stuff, it's like I'm stuck in this world of doubt, lies and confusion. I'm sick of being confused, I'm 15 goddammit, I didn't ask to be raised in a shitty third world country with extreme religious beliefs. I didn't ask for my mother to shame me when I admitted my suicidal tendencies or for her to beat me senseless just so I studied properly.

I have these big dreams of achieving success and leaving this country, find a girl that loves and understands me. I just want to live life, I wanna smoke some weed, get high, have friends, laugh. But nooo, I'm stuck in this shit hole for the rest of my life

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