What's the shittiest thing someone has ever done to you?

molested me.maybe i should just let it all out for once.here goes...so i was molested when i was 12 by my teacher..my principal.it happened when our class was taken on a 5 day tour.we had a tour bus hired exclusively for us and we'd drive pretty late into the night before reaching the hotel we'd all be staying at.so on the third night i was dozing off in my seat next to my friend.she was feeling kinda cold and wanted to turn off the ac above us..i didn't want to on the other hand,so my teacher comes up and tells her to sit in his place instead and he'd sit next to me..so she shrugged and went ahead..and he sat by me..this was around 9pm btw..the first couple of hours were ok..everyone was dozing off in the bus..then it must have been like 12 am or something and i felt him gently pulling me towards him and resting my head on his lap..i woke up and he told me i'd be more comfortable..so me like the naive idiot i was went on with it.then it started getting weird..he took my hand and placed it inbetween his legs and then moved his hand onto my shirt slightly rubbing over my belly..then he lifted my shirt and moved his palm on my skin. i was freaking out by this time and was in shock..he moved his hand further upward and started fondling my breasts..and the bastard whispered to me asking if he could do that..i was so terrified ..i just whimpered helplessly and shut my eyes praying fotr it to be over..then he moved his hand lower down and unbuttoned by jeans and slipped his hand into my panties and..started fingering me..god ..all i wanted was to die that very moment..i was helpless and terrified..ttears were running down my face ..he also kept squeezing his legs around my hand..then as he slipt his hand out of me i sat upright and turned my face away and sat with my back facing him..he left me alone for a bit but then tried pulling me back down..i shrugged him off and pretended i was asleep..next morning...i couldn't meet his face...a part of me died that night...you know the most fucked up part? i never told anyone irl..not one person..he's scott free..i went into severe depression for a year..having it all bottled up inside me.feeling guilty and disgusted.there wasn't anybody for me..i didn't even tell my parents..luckily he left my school that year..for a year or too i suffered..just dying slowly..i had horrible trust issues after that. i used to wake up crying and shaking at nights..then one night i was in so much emotional pain...and i realised i couldn't let some asshole kill me like that..i needed to fight my way out of it..and i did..im 16 and im doing great now..iv put it in the past.and i did see him last year when i was out with my friends..as our gaze met i put in all the pain ,rage .contempt and hatred that man had caused me into that look.that was it..i just turned away after that.so yeah...it caused a lo of problems for me..in relationships too..but iv overcome them..and i know some of you people might have faced something like this too..both guys and girls..so if you need someone to talk to or need comforting please feel free to pm me..i'll help you in any way i can..i just needed to let this all out for once..and i hope it could atleast help a few others to realise that eventually..you can fight it..and you'll brave it out...im just pretty emotional right now..i did it! thank you for bearing with my rant<3

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