What's something that says "That person is playing life in hard mode"?

There are so so many people in the world living on hard mode, but in my life it's a girl with emotional and mental disorders that has been physically, mentally, and emotionally abused literally from birth still breathing.

Even at 29, with a not completely shit marriage, couple of kids, and a modest house I still wake up every morning wondering if this is the day that it's all finally over. It's like a domino effect. Started with my grandmother refusing to hold me as a baby until I was 4mo old, then her force feeding me until I'd vomit from ages 5 to 10 nearly daily, my dad and siblings always bullying me and beating me until I was 16, having everything I own burned by my father because I tried to join the military, having to drop out of school because he started beating me until I'd pass out on a regular basis and between him and my ex I could bring myself to be seen in public so I ran away... I'll skip a bunch, but the most recent domino was my husband's former best friend moving in with us so he could start over and him sexually assaulting me. At this point I'm just waiting for the last one to fall. I hope I'm doing better for my kids, but honestly I'm pretty sure I'm just fucking it all up, I just know it.

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