Cause your still just hanging with your friends having a good time? Or maybe not cause they all get depressed like you, making it a self perpetuated cycle

The way I see it is that you are choosing to not enjoy yourself. You can choose to focus on the time that you are spending with your friends. You can choose to appreciate the other team if they make a sweet as fucking play that will get high lighted. You can choose to realize that you are literally watching people throw a ball around for fun. There are 0 long term consequences to losing unless you choose for there to be

If sports are supposed to be a fun recreational activity, I am perplexed at the people that keep going back to it when it isn't always fun. If something isn't fun the grand majority of the time, I am wasting my time with that recreational activity