Oh man

I've had 2 dreams now where my brain fucked me up

One, i'm pretty sure my dreams tried to simulate lucid dreaming but when I woke up I knew I wasn't lucid dreaming. Like, I didn't feel in control at all. At one point in the dream, I woke up (after looking at myself in a mirror in a dream, which probably was influenced by a post on this sub a few weeks ago about how that's terrifying. All I remember about that part was that I was bald for some reason), but the thing is, I woke up within the dream, not in real life. Then I went to sleep again, went into a different layer of the dream. I tried manipulating the dream but after that mindfuck I woke up and realized I'm pretty sure I didn't control a single part of it.

Another one was a dream where I apparently took drugs but it wasn't even really drugs the way the dream went, they were more like sleeping pills. Then I had to go through some sort of nightmare scenario in the dream where everything was fucked up (like everything was just off, you could walk through parts of other people and not all of the dream was 'rendered'). Like I knew it was a dream (Seriously I have no idea if I was actually lucid dreaming, I'd assume my reason for doing things would be much more clear when I woke up if I was lucid dreaming) so I grabbed someone's boobs (don't ask me why) and my hand went all the way through them. I finally "woke up" and ran to class, then my teacher yelled at me for being late and then they realized I was on drugs and I got kicked out of school.