My biggest regret in life has most to do with my personality.

I don't know how others view me, or what their point of view is of me; however, this has affected me with building romantic relationships with partners. In the chance that I seldom do find someone who sees me attractive, the moment I speak they shy away, or cause them to turn cold. They have that wonderful feeling, or rush, that to turn me down because he lacks some sociability, or he seems a bit too serious has made me off put most of my life. That, I, somehow at fault for not giving you butterflies when I speak. I have seen it happen in front of my eyes so many times before where someone had liked me, but another more sociable character becomes the better choice. I no longer seem to care - which is true, and then carry on easily because it was expected. I already knew the outcome - hence, this is my biggest regret, not changing that outcome.