I started to work when I was 20, and it's an office job, assistant for the manager. ever since then, I guess we can say that I "climbed" quite quickly, on that career ladder. I earn what can be compared as "more than" what other most people around my age do, and I was often told "oh you're so young yet very mature and successful". I felt great about that "compliment" when I was 24-25ish. Now, when I'm 26, about to be 27, I don't feel that great anymore.

my career recently isn't good, and I came to the point of being "lost" now. I decided to take some time off from working, study to prepare to enroll for a master degree (partly for my career, because I honestly feel lack of certain knowledge and skills, since what i've been doing and what i studied were completely different. another part is I wanna experience somewhere else other than where I've lived for 26 years) and hopefully after I got accepted, I will have a long trip.

My dating life isn't good, it never was anyway. Some said it's because I worked too much, too early, it creates some certain...distance? Whatever it is, I've been hoping things will get better, soon.

But, I do think, if I get to choose again, I wouldn't change anything. I think everything has its price.