I'm all over the place with porn. Right now I hate it but still use it sometimes. I am constantly horny and I've worn out my boyfriend. He says I make sex feel like a chore because I want it so often. He's turned more to porn and doesn't really like to have sex any more. So I feel like porn is being picked over me. And how am I supposed to compete with something that can literally be whatever you want. I try to use it too so I don't bother my bf anymore. But all I can think about is how I'm in a relationship where we both watch porn instead of have sex. Idk can you split on.. porn? If I think about it or watch it now I usually just feel sick and not horny anymore. And my sex drive is tanking. The whole thing just makes me feel sad.

I'm the type of person who would like to watch porn with my SO or even share links to our favorites. So this is weird for me. I just feel jealous right now that I don't look like them and that I can't do all the crazy stuff they do. I'm a bisexual woman and I usually watch lesbian porn but right now it's hard for me to watch it.