You seem like a decent person, I'll tell you this. I never worried about my height until a few years ago. None of the bad attitude or the resentment that I have now. What I did have was a pretty good physique, good at academics (got a scholarship), hobbies and now a great job. Was a quiet person, but I did talk when I had something to contribute. I also had a friend, who was considered obnoxious, never had to work in his life because his family makes a ton, still unemployed. But he's 6'4, bit above average in attractiveness and right now partying like he has no tomorrow. While I have a great job but it's still a 9-5. That's just one example, but there are many others that I saw during my time at uni. I would trade everything I have worked for in my life for his in a heartbeat.