Throughout my life since becoming sexually active I'd received comments and reactions from women related to my size. But it didn't really "sink in" I always just wrote them off as things women said in the heat of a sexual moment or to their sexual partners generally.

With my most recent relationship, we went through to me what was a standard adjusting period: Where for the first couple of months sex was slower and gentler than usual as a new girl adjusted to my size - This also didn't dawn on me as being related to me being above average in size.

Then with this partner...she just never adjusted to being comfortable. All my previous partners did, but she did not. As it became clear that it was good as it was going to get and it was just not going to work for an ongoing sexual relationship, I realised I'd have to end the relationship on the back of this alone.

Then something just clicked, and all of the experiences, reactions, comments and exclamations at my size all arrayed themselves in my mind at once and I was forced to realise that I had a big dick.