Hey you didn't know that's my plan now. Work on my body psychically. Mentally with therapy be the best me and supplement someone else who has their shit together.

Best part of learning a trade skill can pick up and move. You might think I disagree 100% but even you have advice I am applying to my life too.

I would rather choke on greatness than life with mediocrity. Always stuck with me.

Happiness like you said isn't a constant i know that trust me.

But end of the day if I am building and I am pushing and want to move mountains. If my partner wants entirely different paths In life. I'll reach my top peak either. I truly believe rather with friends or partners surround yourself fully with like minded people build each other up and as you succeed use it to lift them and let their success lift you up too.

I need more friends who after 13 years pick up the phone and we still got each other.

Family your born with can flake people can change. But true people in your life who you watch out for you. For me personally is great for others maybe not so much.

Some people go to work tired and drawn out hating it.

Others like me go and are enthusiastic and hungry. And I'm already seeing the results of it. I'm just hungry in all life and ya best path focus on my self.

It ain't easy but I lived on the streets as a kid I've had nothing before this low middle class life. Not the first time I've built myself from nothing and probably won't be the last. But dann I know I wish I had a role model of a father like that when I was a boy.

So ya oddly not sure the original tone of the post. But I hope you can see I have some of your mindset too.

It's impossible to share every detail of an entire life.

But end of the day the more I stop and help others lift others up. More some of them might be there too in my time of need and lift me up too.

Like I said I'm just done with hate.