I completely understand. I didn’t know I was pregnant until I showed up to the hospital 3cm and 25 minutes away from having a baby, still didn’t believe it until she was literally coming out of me. She’s my first and I’m terrified for her with everything going on but ultimately things are going to play out. The world doesn’t stop for no one. Just try to save up as much as you can and once your sweet baby arrives cherish every moment and don’t take a second of it for granted. You and the momma are that baby’s entire world. You got this, don’t let anyone get to you. You’re doing your best and as long as you know that and provide for that baby you’ll be doing all you can do.