I NEED to know the outcome, must say this story is super funny especially this part " I quickly threw my phone is the dirty laundry basket, but I knew she had caught me by the look in her face. I pretended like I was doing something else and proceeded to the kitchen acting like nothing had happen, she is not stupid though."!! Classic! You guys are so funny when you get caught,even better is if we fuck after you get caught!

So you've got some kinky "cuckold fantasies" its not a big deal, I think you should have a conversation with her and let her know what your true desires are.Honestly its kind of fucking hot thinking about it. I imagine my boyfriend fucking all types of women and it turns me on just to watch,but from a emotional stand point I would probably stab that bit&h,burn him alive and bury him in the desert. But it also depends on your partner if she is the "open type" and enjoys trying new things with you. Also to point out she really doesn't know exactly what you are into so to her its just "wife fucking another man" to you its "wife getting fucked by some giant cock and the shit is so hot". There is nothing wrong with coming to your partner about possible new fantasies worst thing they can say is NO! But if she does say no then you should be understanding and understand that having another mans dick in her thats not her husbands might be considered terribly wrong. if she says YES then you better find the biggest dick you can whos willing to fuck your wife! (shit tons of horny men on Fetlife.com and they have a whole section for it) at the end of the day some fantasies are left best as fantasies. My boyfriend fantasizes about me seriously degrading him with poop but does he really want it to happen fuck no! have I tried? absolutely! But he has a list fantasies I am open to doing,(or have done) and you should present your list of hot kinky shit you want to do and see what she says. As far as your "third side" Evaluate the pros and cons of the relationship and (Hopefully the pros outweigh the cons) and figure out what really best for you. Clearly you fell in love with her thats why you are married so think about all the good you both bring to relationship and how to make things better. Marriage isnt for the weak hearted! Seriously I don't know if people know that but you have to work on it. In the end I just want you to be happy and her too!! good luck! PLEASE UPDATE LATER!!