I will not apologize for my "entire personality" involving me being a mom

I honestly wished I cared about motherhood more, instead I’m a depressed, lonely single mother who can hardly function. I’m way too into escapism and I’m eternally envious of other mothers who genuinely enjoy the experience of motherhood. I wish I could claw out of this life because I feel like I’ve fucked shit up beyond repair. My kid is well looked after and happy, it’s just me, I feel like a miserable husk 95% of the time. Be glad that all you have to feel annoyed about in regards to parenthood is feeling like an annoyance to others about how much you love being consumed by motherhood because it can always be so, so much worse. Honestly fuck what other people say when you’re actually experiencing true fulfilling, happiness.

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