mate you have it worked out as well as anyone else on the planet, iv'e come across. I found out things after my Dad passed on, He was a 9 year old German boy when WW2 started that i knew,i'm not going to detail all i heard after he went, He refused to let us in any way live what he went through,one fact i'll share His parents were dragged away, His Dad to fight in their Airforce, His Mom to a Factory that was making tanks. The children like him were made to work on farms supplying food to the forces, being one of the older boys every time a city was bombed him and a few other boys were taken ,they had to crawl around the rubble before decomposition began, take all valuables and clothing off the dead that can be used for the living. never even hinted at the shit he;d been through, Forwards not Backwards One of his favorite sayings