I wish abusive parents could be held liable for therapy bills

I feel all of this. I feel it in every fiber of my being. I’m so glad I’m not the only one who thought this shit. My adoptive parents put me through hell. I was abused, neglected, isolated like an animal. I was never allowed to leave the house, never allowed to be sick, never allowed to express any feelings, never allowed to do anything that made me smile. I was beaten countless times, molested, gaslighted, treated like a child slave. I was more of a servant than a daughter. I blame all of my issues on them and their colosal failure to protect me as a child. I haven’t spoken a single word to them for almost 2 years now I think? Don’t know and don’t care.

Last year I visited my younger sister who also now has a plethora of mental disorders just like me. She confided in me that one day a few years ago she overheard our dad say he was genuinely surprised none of us had killed ourselves yet cause he was sure our mom took away any desire to live anymore.

Oddly enough, that validated the fact that they actually KNEW what they were going to us. The fact that they knew it was bad and thought “huh none of them hung themselves yet isn’t that funny haha” was unbelievable yet totally believable to me. Little did they know both my little sister and I had attempted suicide several times since we were children. Now I have borderline personality disorder on top of major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, body dysmorphia, I can’t even name the rest cause you get the point.

I feel this whole post to a motherfucking T.

I didn’t cause these wounds, but I’m expected to heal them, completely alone. Fuck this

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