Yeah it's hell man especially with that short ass half life. I'm always sick I'm using to just not be sick. I might be able to get high once a week or so and that's when I IV the shit. I don't have enough to IV it every time especially since it will last less and less when I IV. I already wake up sick I don't want to go to bed sick too lol. It is awful though and I'm wanting to get on methadone so I can quit worrying as much. Taking one pill a day and not getting sick is so nice. It can get to the point where you have to remember to take the stuff. I've been on it before and loved it. I loved not having to constantly think about taking shit. Methadone half life is no joke it can be a couple days before you are in withdrawals.