It was my entire lifetime finally catching up to me and breaking me.

I had a physically and emotionally abusive father, and a mother who resented me, and didn’t know how to connect with a daughter., and told me that the beatings and verbal assaults were my fault because j didn’t keep my room clean, or was failing a class.

A cousin of mine sexually assaulted me when I was on the brink of an OD and called him for help. Instead he took advantageous me while I kept telling him no. And then a few years later, I let an family friend move in with me so he could get in his feet, and he in turn assaulted me while I was sleeping.

The. On top of that I had been working in an office for 4 years, worked my ass off at to get into a manager position. Then a new boss comes in with some new employees. One of which hated being supervised by a women, and the new managers response to the new male employee not listening to me, lying to customers and helping those same people start their own business. I had to quit this job that I loved because it was taking a severe toll on my mental health.

Then I had to move back in with my parents who are honestly trying to be better, but it doesn’t change the past and they refuse to admit just how heinous things were while they raised my brother and i.

back I’m in with my parents, who are