I'm sorry to hear you got used or led on. I'm sorry you've gotten through hell because of it. But you're going about this the wrong way. You're putting this hate, this pain, and these experiences, and associating women as heartless abusers, generalizing them for what a few have done to you. I'm sorry but to me that's immature. There's a lot of good people out there. Most women or pretty much most people don't come to a person with the intent to hurt someone, yet alone think about it. Please don't be that guy who takes rejection really bad. And before anything else, reflect on your own actions. Don't just point the finger at everyone else for what may have happened.