Last night when we were messaging, I could see the writing on the wall, and I was crying like hell, but when he asked if something was wrong I told him it was nothing. This morning when he messaged me I told him the same. We had plans today and wife got suspicious and questioned him, so he had change of plans and has to do something with his kids, and I understand that, and I am okay with that. That is never an issue because I know family always comes first.

What broke me down to a crying fit was that he told me he had to delete my pictures off of his work phone. I gave him thumb drives a few months ago that also connect to iphone and android because he wanted to save my pics and he could do that safely and hide them or leave them in his desk at work. I am not mad at him for cancelling because I get it, and he has rarely cancelled. I am just so heart broken that he chose not to save them on his drives, thus deleting me from his life. Last night he told me he loved me. This morning he messaged me and didn't say that, I assume that confirms he is going into a slow fade.