worst day of my opiate career. JJ came in to save me twice but the devil fucked me over hard twice.

Well for what it’s worth glad to see your reply and that you didn’t go do some desperate shit. The life of a junky is a hard one to live. I’ve lived it on and off for decades so trust me when I say I completely understand your pain. Except I’m slightly dif. I would have told dude I’m sick and bust me out 20 worth before I get the coke. If he didn’t I’d have kept searching. I’m not running errands for anyone when I’m sick fuck that. I’ve always went to either subs or methadone when I ran out of all legal options. I was never much into illegal shit either though regrettably have had to go that route a few times in some of my worst days. Luckily now I’m at an age where I actually have legit pain so I see a Dr and get the methadone pills. It’s not heroin but at least I’m not living that life anymore. The only bad thing ab methadone is the wds when you decide to quit. I think I’ve wd from every opiate and it’s prob the worst.

To answer your original question ab what you have left to do legally, doesn’t sound like you have any. Most don’t which most ppl incarcerated are from drug offenses. Not sure how long you’ve been using but if you still have a bank account overdraft. If you have any cc’s get a cash advance. If you have a job get a pay day loan. No vehicle so you can’t do title loan. I know this is illegal but do you have any connects on any other drugs that will give you a front so you can flip that and make a profit? Also not sure if you have any friends online here or in any other forums but I’ve had someone send me like 40 8mg subs and xans on another forum I use when I was still on the skag and desperately trying to change things up. Wasn’t even around that long there at the time either. I’ve had friends for decades that wouldn’t even do that for me. It restored my faith in humanity. The majority of the world has lost empathy though so it doesn’t surprise me that someone told you to go to WU and they’d send you money. That’s fucked up. You’d prob have a better chance though at your aunt coming in and throwing a brick of china white at you then someone you’ve never talked to send you money.

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