Worst single psychedelic experience in the physical realm?

Did 50g wet penis envy mushrooms. My thinking was that it would be equivalent to 5gs dry. But it sure as hell didn't feel like it. Watching samara and laying on the couch it felt like I was being hit with waves of pure psychadelia. My vision made everything feel like it had a rainbow tinge. The body load was so much that I was writhing on the couch, not necessarily uncomfortable but not comfortable either. Over time it started to feel like the whole world was unraveling its secrets to me. I felt like I was a God but everyone else was their own God too. This is probably when the full blown mania started.

I called my friend and said a bunch of stupid shit. It felt like once I spoke to him or anyone about what I was going through the fabric of the universe would be unveiled to them too and bring endless joy to their life. He wasn't too disturbed by ranting. Went back to my movie combo of Samara and listening to Charles Bradley. Then when coming down I realized how bullshit most of my thoughts were and how deluded I was. It was a really hard realization after feeling that high and certian of everything. Not too bad but this fucked with me a little bit and made me realize mania and psychadelics are a thing.

I think what it taught me is that the peeking behind the curtain or hidden secrets that are just out of grasp feelings that come with psychadelics are maybe the start of mania. Probably better to take practical simple lessons from psychadelics.

I have another story a out my girlfriend confronting me on cheating while I was tripping but that one is a little tough to talk about. Yes I realize I'm a bit of a peice of shit for doing that, I realized it countless times in my own personal timeless hell that night.

Probably going to delete, paranoia about being identified by this.

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