"Please kill yourself"

Chick I worked with. When I met her I had been depressed and suicidal, hurt and struggling due to my wife having an affair, and being bipolar I was all over the place. This mess with my wife had been a couple of years back but it took a chunk out of me hard. This girl made me feel better, we talked all of the time, about anything. I thought she could tell I was wounded and was sent to help me not kill myself. I loved her for it, my life didn't suck and I thought we would do anything for each other. I didn't realize she wanted romance. I was still married and trying to put things back together, and still really messed up. She started pressing me for sex which honestly I wanted, but I couldn't be the piece of crap lier, I wasn't going to make up stories and lie and deny and deny. I'd been on the shit end of that stick. I am not religious, but that shit is evil. (We are together for good reasons, and things are much better, but if you are reading this wife fuck you too) I was not ready to tell my wife adios, and we have kids. Anyway, one day at work she actually lost her temper a bit because I laughed off yet another cheeky invite to take her to a hotel. We had kissed a couple of times, instigated by her, I liked it a lot, I liked her a lot, but I repeatedly told her I can't. It was starting to wig me out. I told her how badly I needed a friend... I thought she would understand eventually. When she got pissed I then told her it was never going to happen, I wasn't a cheater, and I was not ready for this. This girl who I thought was my heroine, who started out when we met as a real friend (she lived with a guy and they had a 3year old kid by the way) turned into Glen Close in Fatal Attraction. It was unbelievable, non stop calling my cell phone (which our company owned) my desk phone, hundreds of screaming crying voice mails, violent imagery threats, told our HR lies about me, figured out how to call my wife (by emailing wife's sisters through FB). She got fired right away, I lasted a few weeks, during which harassing calls and emails continued. For a few days it stopped. I thought maybe she got help, quit drinking, went to the psych ward... So I was sitting at my desk one day, staring at my Outlook mailbox. I tried to send out a vibe with all my mental, which there wasn't much left. My wife, who had in the past had a boyfriend on the sly for 2 years, was furious and hurt. Everyone at work hated me. No one would believe that any woman would do this stuff if there wasn't screwing. So I was sending her my brain waves basically begging her to be better somehow, to help me out with something nice, or even just civil. Just like please send me an email and say you're sorry, say you miss me, anything... Like some sort of freaky synchronicity an email pops in my inbox, from her. No subject. I sat and looked at her name, trying to will the contents of the message to be something nice. I finally open it... "PLEASE KILL YOURSELF"

This person had been so important to me, kind and helpful when I was in sorry shape, knew that I was bipolar, isolated and probably suicidal told me to kill myself. This was really long, but if anyone reads it can there be anything worse that a person could say to another?