Ok first of i'm not lonely, secondly in today's world can everyone really fall in love, like what are the chances of that, you have feelings true feelings for someone and that someone have the same feelings for you, that's very rare, chances are that one person you love probably doesn't like you or think of you as an option and that is if you were handed the opportunity to actually find someone, life goes by and throughout the years there aren't even any real opportunities to find love, people are busy with work and other things and finding love doesn't really happen to the majority of people, actually very few people who got together actually fell in love, most relationships where i'm form are arranged, like in arranged marriage so THAT'S NOT REALLY LOVE now, is it? so finding love is basically like finding a needle in a haystack, what if i have no chance for love, would a relationship be worth it with all the work that comes with it over my freedom, my question is will it affect my enjoyment of life? will it bring me back to the kinda of life i was living before, goalless just living years and years without really enjoying life and thank it has value like i do now.