https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/basics/projection

You're projecting your insecurities onto others. People will help and care but you're insecure about that happening . You can't expect to declare someone unhelpful and uncaring amd simultaneously expect support from them.

I'm not denying you are lonely or saying you should like it. What I'm saying is you're closing yourself off. Trust is an action that comes with risks involved. Yes, people can hurt you but its better to be open and hurt than closed off and safe.

I don't know what you're seeking. Do you want us to confirm your negative beliefs?

Anyway, you can DM if you want. I would suggest that you keep an open mind about people instead of projecting. It'll only make the negativity stronger.