Hey there! This my first watch so this is a bit scary... having said that, remember that there are hotlines to the right, where people with more experience can help you. At least give that a shot before letting your life depend on us kind redditors!

It seems to me that you think money = life... Now though there is some kind of truth in there, it doesn't mean you have to end life when you don't have money!

I have nothing though. Nothing. This was my one thing, I was the brains of the family, I was supposed to be able to go and achieve my dreams and become a businessman. And now, I am can't even do that because my family is too poor

Who says you need something to become a businessman?! This might sound a bit weird, but there are countless successful, rich, happy people out there who have been deeper than rock-bottom at some point. I'm sure you've read the stories. You can become that person!

Education doesn't mean success. It sure helps, but I can't count the success-stories of people dropping out of college. You say you have the brains, then you should know that only one good idea can create a whole new life, with new options and new opportunities.

Don't give in to the suicidal thoughts. All you need is one good thought, one that helps you out. You just have to hang in there to get to that point. Hell, there are so much other options too! Of course you don't need to become a business man to become rich/happy. What if you're a really baker?! Or one hell of a writer?!

There's so much stuff left to explore or do that is not bound to money! Please, don't f*cking kill yourself and leave everyone in pain when there is so much more to life!