I comprehend both of your comics fully. You're young enough to refer to all images as memes so I know you're suffering from the sad state of the educational system. It's not your fault. I am sorry you're having to go through this.

If you refer to the first image you posted, and read your comments here, it should be clear to you that you are the thing you so fear. I have "autism" in my name to make fun of another autist, with whom you have a lot in common. In fact you're seeming more and more like an autist with every comment. It's pretty ironic that you're projecting so hard.

Keep swinging, kid. I like watching you miss. Doesn't it make your arm hurt?

Have you ever heard of Klonopin? Ask your doctor next time you see them. Might help you.