WEDNESDAY, 30 DEC 2020, 12:23 AM
00:23am: I was tempted to order a takeaway but then remembered there were some breaded chicken fillets in the freezer. I’m gonna try and make some chicken parmesans with tomato sauce in the middle. Mood: 6/10
01:22am: presentation was awful but it tasted really nice. I think next time I’m going to blend the tomato sauce to make it smooth and also flip the chicken fillet so it’s crispy on both sides.
Mood: 7/10
02:22am: I was doing so well and then I opened a bottle of Pino Grigio and then ate a whole bag of mozzarella. Currently watching high stake blackjack videos on YouTube and strangely feeling good. Mood: 7/10
05:42am: still awake and drinking wine. Watching XRP on coinbase pro. I just put a buy order in for £0.12 to buy 480 XRP
Mood: 7/10
07:26am: Just finished the bottle of wine. In a very nice mood, time for bed soon. Mood: 9/10
07:50am: Time to sleep
11:45am: woke up
Dream: I dreamed that an old friend of mine Simon was an assassin or some kinda villain and he was always one step ahead of me. I was on to him but it seemed like he knew everything I was planning. He worked with people to take me down and also he was great at convincing other people that I was the bad guy and that he was the victim. I remember at one point in the dream I realised that he had never once introduced me to his friends, whereas he had met all my friends. That led me to believe that he didn’t want me to know anything about him or his life. I can’t remember if I killed him at the end but I do recall waking up suddenly so something startled me.
18:07pm: I have no idea where this whole day has gone. I think I went back to sleep until 4:30pm and then I ate 12 pigs in blankets. I wish pay day would hurry up so I can pay off my debt and start investing in crypto.
Mood 8/10
18:12pm: I opened up Ubeteats to order a drink and was faced with the same situation; spend money on drinks and jeopardise paying back my credit card debt or just make a drink at home. Ultimately I closed the tab.
20:47pm: watching last 5 minutes of the first half of Liverpool vs Newcastle. I didn’t realise they were playing but it ended 0-0 so I didn’t miss much. I’ll be watching the 2nd half. I’m craving a takeaway. mood: 7/10
22:28pm: It was a boring 0-0 draw. Now listening to Mozart violin concerto’s whilst craving junk food. Mood: 7/10
23:55pm: Just finished eating Yorkshire puddings and roast potatoes. I managed to turn a bland aunt Bessies roast into something nice and fluffy and crispy using a bit of oil and slightly smashing them, adding butter and aromatics at the end with a splash of gravy.
Mood: 8/10
Washed: no
Clothes: unwashed
Changed clothes: no
Dishes: unwashed
House state: kitchen messy, living room moderately messy but manageable.
THURSDAY, 31 DEC 2020, 11:41 AM
11:41am: I somehow managed to play 63 games of chess all night and I’m not even tired.