Your Ex is on Reddit, and you know will read this, what do you want to say to them?

I miss you so much. I wish that you were about to keep doing long distance, because I know that I can. All of the hardships of long distance are so tiny compared to how hard it is not having you. I want nothing more than to pick up the phone and talk to you until we fell asleep, like we always did.

I was lying when I said that it was good for me too for us to end our long distance relationship because of me knowing trust problems would grow, I was just saying that because I didn't want you to feel bad for wanting to be the one ending the relationship. I still feel like you're my soulmate, the only one for me, but deep down I know that it'll never be the same again, and what we had is forever lost. I want to stay friends, but I don't, because I know the main reason I want to be friends with you still is so that I can be as close to you as possible, but that will never let me move on from you. I don't want you to read this, because you'll take it upon yourself to never talk to me to help me move on, but I don't know what I am without you. I'm torn between fighting to get you back, and accepting that we are over and keeping the end of our relationship clean and loving.

I miss waking up to you in my arms, I miss watching your angelic face sleep, I miss feeling your warmth, love, and excitement in the touch of your hand, I miss the bright, brilliant glimmer in your eyes, I miss you so much. I want you back more than, but I think you will be happier in the long run without me. I'm torn between fighting for what I want, and doing what I believe will make you happier.

I can't stop thinking about you, ever. I dream about you every single night. You've changed my life so much, you've changed who I am, what my dreams are, you've changed how I view the world, life, myself. You've helped me through so many hard times. And I just wish you could help me through this

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