There isn’t a particular “who” I fantasize about, but there is a “what”.

I really just want to be pinned down and kissed/bitten all over my neck and shoulders, and to be forced even hard into the bed whenever I squirm or try to move. I wan to be called a bunch of cute and embarrassing pet names, be groped and felt up, and then to be fucked.

I want to eat someone out. The thought of making somebody feel good by using my mouth is really hot to me. Especially if she’s holding me in place and not letting me stop till she’s finished.

I’m also really, really interested in bondage of any form. Collars and leashes would make me melt, and actually cuffing me or tying me down would just turn me into a mess.

I guess for a “who”, I want someone who will be patient with me and understand that I’ll be super nervous considering my anxiety and the fact that I haven’t gotten around to having sex yet. I’ve never even kissed a girl, so my first time is going to be super fucking awkward when it happens.