I hope you read my post- this is making me wildly suicidal and many people here had to choose themselves bc if not- they won’t be around at all for their kid either.

It’s not giving up which you can’t relate to being on the child side of alienation. I don’t think you should come here and give advice like this to a person who is deciding if they can continue to mentally just endure it. I think that’s terrible and unsafe advice. Some of us have really serious issues that we can’t just ignore we have-

I live with severe ptsd from getting sent away to a sex cult at 13 and then I joined the military and went to war at 19. It’s serious not some shit my son doesn’t want to hear about my mental health has to be considered. Sorry I do not agree with you and I will keep trying with my kid until I cannot anymore bc it becomes unsafe to me.

THIS MY FRIEND IS CALLED ME PUTTING ON AN OXYGEN MASK ON THE AIRPLANE FIRST OR I WONT LIVE.