I am not defending him, he had control of his own actions as do people who choose not to handle their battles in such a way. That being said. Assuming this is him, I had a feeling it may be the case that this was a situation where a great deal of pain eventually led to a major tragedy, that led to even more pain like the butterfly effect. It is a very hard thing to accept/understand about the world we exist in & the people we co-exist with. I know everyone here is trying to make sense of it all, but be kind to your mind & take care to not let it affect your own mental health. There are too many ugly truths about this case, hence why it has stuck with so many of us