I’m 25 and have no friends

Hello Iam 29 and I don't have any friends I was married for 10 years and my husband didn't allow me to have any friend s and I never learned how to make friends... I never had friends before meeting him and after he died I don't even have him...he was everything and at that time it seemed like I didn't need anyone or anything else... We clicked really good.. I don't know... I'm starting to think it was a really toxic relationship..

I came on here to find some one to talk to so that I don't feel so lonely in my life right now and maybe I won't get depressed and die all alone in my room... I have no family, kids or job and the loneliness is weighing on me more and more... Please help me and please talk to me...

Thank you

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