I'm going to use this post as an excuse to vent. I've also had a bunch to drink. 2018 was weird. I've spent much of my life being obese, and as such have spent an equally proportionate time trying to simply get people to like me, just to have some company.

I've also lost 85 lbs, from 335 to now 250, and for the first time in my life am feeling angry. Angry at good looking people for having it easier and generally lacking empathy for those who are largely dismissed by society, i.e. the socially awkward obese folks.

Instead of being angry, I want to spend this year letting go of such thoughts and being even more positive than before.

I'm 28 turning 29, and though I'm feeling very lonely, I'm going to continue to be positive, lift heavy, and learn to love myself.

Thanks,