This is happening to me at this moment. It’s even ridiculous the amount of details from my experience that match with what you wrote. I have been dealing with depression for over a year now and just recently started some mushroom treatment alone. Started with 2g then gradually enhanced 0.5g every couple of weeks, this night I reached 4g and it was a wonderful. I could literally see my depression as this little dark ball and I had a laughter crisis for more than an hour straight because I realized how such pathetic small and meaningless thing could affect me so much. Then it transformed in a laughter crisis because I couldn’t stop thinking how funny is the idea of people who don’t believe in the treatment benefits of this drug. It was so funny because I could feel and see this drug transforming my depression into fuel for this blissful state, and it was so clear the healing to me that the idea of anyone who would deny this capacity was hysterical to me. Almost as if I was conjuring my own mind psychictris and seeing the mind healing itself. It’s been almost 5 hours and I’m coming down but I feel like I have been hibernating in boredom this last year and now I’m finally awake. I really feel like this slow ascend helped me to learn how to navigate my way through this, at some point you may think you are losing your mind but if you remember to let go and let it guide you, then you will reach your destination. I don’t know how long this feeling will last but it’s some amazing experience to go through, I hope more can share this healing event I had.