Wow first of all thank you that you took your time to answer so deliberately !

Ah yes the NPD & BPD relationship, probably the most toxic combination out there lmao

I think its great that you're able to see your own faults and even manage to correct them somewhat thats really a big step considering how this subreddit seems to shift the blame towards other people and even making posts about it meanwhile getting comments that they're absolutely right and that there's nothing wrong about themselves lol

you really do seem like an anomaly but either way it's understandable to act like that when you've learned that you SO has cheated on you

Wish you all the best tho it's almost seems like you're cured lmao