I have just found this post almost 6 months later, I hope even one person reads this. I have been dealing with this drug for a year now and have tried to quit, the last 6 months I have been at my highest of doing every week. I have a girlfriend by my side and who is supportive, I am 22 and lived with parents. They know about what I am doing but never confronted me, I have realized they have been spying on me and somehow can see what I am looking up when I am at home. I have not confronted or confirmed this. But have been suspicious for awhile, I overhear my parents talking to each other whispering about what I am doing in my room as I am doing it and have discussed to other members of my family the things I look up on my phone, that no one could possibly know I hear them telling others they’re not gonna say anything to me and just let me ruin my life. I sat down and reflected on my actions and have came to the conclusion I feel the need to do it when I am at home, I have been staying at my gfs house, and tomorrow I will be going home and telling them exactly what I am saying now and that being away from home will help me. I will update how my journey is, it’s been 36 hours and I hope to make that into years. I have never talked to anyone about this. And if it wasn’t for my gf I would be doing this alone. I love whoever is reading this and is dealing with the same issues. We have the power to overcome our evils together ❤️