I sometimes have second thoughts... I’ve gone from 110lb to 170lb, and it’s been the most erotic transgressive thrill for me. I occasionally make an account, go on gonewild and post just for the arousal and insults I get from no longer conforming to conventional ideals of beauty. Especially as I’ve done it to myself...

But sometimes I look at what I’m doing to myself and wonder what on earth I’m doing...

Then I look at someone with a body like yours and my desire to end up looking like that gets renewed completely and I start overeating again. I’ve just had about 1000 calories of cake after looking at your photos... thanks for inspiring me xx