Does cpps make pleasure from sex etc and ejaculation feel different? Or is it all in my mind. When I ejaculate I can feel My prostate spasm..but when dealing with this syndrome I didnt....

I would say yes.

I didn't have sex since January (afraid to catch something and just wanted to focus on my career for a while, while I try to fix prostatitis) so take this with a grain of salt

As I had sex in January, the orgasm was like day and night compared to masturbating. No pain. No burning. Nothing. Just pure pleasure .

I think the pelvic is way more relaxed while having sex since your hips need to move all the time.

I even ordered a "sex doll" yesterday to simulate this exact behavior. I just want to see if there's a different feeling if you use your hips instead of your hands.