Well... Until recently, I wasn't even sure why I wanted to be in a relationship and what I expected out if it... But then now, if I do have a somewhat clear idea as to what type of a person I would like to be with... It's kinda difficult to meet new people and date them (introvert here with a small social circle). I have never dated before.

And besides, I hate arranged marriages... I don't want to be with someone whom I don't connect with... That's like waking up to a nightmare every single day.. I would rather be with someone who 'wants' to be with me and not 'has' to be with me.

But yeah, I wish things were different... Or atleast I wish I was in the West... These days I have become such a hopeless romantic and starting to wear my heart on my sleeves... I hope I will find someone someday, even if that means moving to a different country.