Same thing with me. I don't "hate" my parents; I just wish they never had me and, frankly, they feel the same way. For my sake, too. The world these days just seems more and more unliveable, like most of us literally can't afford to live, and with the soaring immorality on top of that.

My parents had me by accident, too, so no consideration went into their faulty genes and their poverty, along with having different goals in mind, which caused a lot of conflict between my parents. Sad to say, hers was a high-risk pregnancy, with a risk of me dying along with her before or at birth, so she says that I should be thankful that I survived. But for what purpose? To be born in poverty and lacking talent for opportunities? To be mistreated/hit and constantly screamed at by her as a child? To be considered an "embarrassing" and disappointing older sibling to my sister, who's never shown me an ounce of consideration? To be bullied by my peers for being "weird" and either ignored or punished by my teachers because they didn't want to deal with it? To be bullied and disrespected, overlooked, underpaid, taken advantage of, mistreated and tossed out at work? To be constantly rejected and pranked in the relationship department?

They were always too busy fighting about money to give me advice nd guidance when growing up, which I still struggle with to this day (obviously haven't figured it out yet, otherwise I wouldn't be posting on this subreddit), and I'm terrible with money; every time I have some, no matter how little, I spend it. And my health isn't good for my age, either, which I'm a hypochondriac about because cardiovascular issues and genetic predisposition for developing blood clots run in my family, as well as brain aneurysms, and I have varicose veins that cause my legs constant pain and have had chest pains for over a decade, but I literally can't afford to get it checked out let alone treated if something is wrong. Also genetically predetermined to suffer anxiety and be prone to depression, both of which which I definitely have, and kind of failed in the looks/aging department, too, with all of us being short and painfully average.