I think it matters how you socialize too. If you are to open minded it will hurt you ,while it is a great tool when you are alone among human beings it can backfire ,why ? people get jelly very fast when they sense someone who have charisma ,and you have , trust me . Now the thing is that when you fap , you get depressed but that state will be even more pronounced becouse people are jerks , and their way of communicating is by transfering what they dont like about themselfs on you . If you develop your boundaries , your coping mechanism and this transferring ability , you will be more powerful . I was an introvert , still am but i see big improvements after i started to learn drama be it by reading or watching stand up comedians ,how to be an actor and what boundaries are and how to implement them .