Sub black bi guy here. This is a super TL;DR version of it, but my first sexual experience was basically watching porn together with a White peer in my teens, and being bi-curious kid, I eventually worked up the nerve to ask him to swap BJs - nobody's gonna know, we're both virgins, we both get to find out what getting a blowjob feels like, etc. He agreed, but only if I went first. Ground rules being we warn each other before we cum, neither of us wants to taste jizz. After all, we're not gay, right? lol Anyway, I go down on him, he busts in my mouth with no warning, I freak out, SUPER angry, and he chickens out. I tell him to leave, we don't talk for days... til after school during the next week he shows up to watch porn. I'm over it by then, so I let him in and, being a horny 13 year old, I again bring it up... I want my BJ, damnit!He agrees, but again, insists I have to go first, promises to warn me this time. Gullible and horny, I agree. Again he cums in my mouth with no warning, again I'm angry, again he chickens out. Shows up again the next week... again insists I go first. This time I expect he'll cum without warning, but I've been overthinking things and I think the reason he keeps chickening out is because I keep freaking out about it. So this time, I just swallow his load and play it cool... but he still refuses to give me my BJ. He actually has the nerve to show up the very next day this time. I'm STILL salty, but he promises he's going to do it finally, so I let him in... we watch porn... I suck him off and swallow... he still doesn't do it. Shows up again the next day. I ended up blowing that kid after school almost every day the rest of the school year.