I am 62, so old comparing to all of you here, but struggle too. I live in a village with my two dogs and luckily it is dead in winter here, so take long walks in countryside. I moved here 18 months ago to open a business - B&B in an old house which needed renovations. Before renovations were done corona hit so I sit in a half finished property waiting for better times, spending too much time online. I have lost motivation to work on the house and to write. Some days I get up, waste time on rubbish online, eat too much and fall asleep, far too early. I could do so much having all this time, but most days I don't bother, just exist. We will get back to normal one day, but for me the worst is not knowing when.