I feel you. But it could've been worse. I've been in a loveless marriage for 2 years now. I am doing everything I can to save the marriage and sometimes it feels like it might even work, but it's mostly disappointments and a LOT of one-sided compromise. My spouse is not afraid of getting divorced but I am (I know it's weird. Usually in this country the women are the ones who are scared) but I really want to make this work and it's taking a toll on my health to the extent I have lost 70% of my hair in 2 years.

What I wanted to say is, you should NEVER marry and settle if you feel like it's not the right person or you'll write off your whole life. Better late than wrong.