That's what I'd like to believe too. I haven't left the church, although it's admittedly been months since I've gone to mass.

I used to always try to make my beliefs conform to my faith, and I don't feel like I can do that anymore. But I also want to make sure I don't make my faith conform to my beliefs. (If that makes sense?) The problem is I'm not sure what I believe, or exactly what the church teaches lmao. Idk I'm just trying to figure shit out ig and it's really complicated. I keep finding myself praying though, I don't think I could ever truly drop the faith. I just want to make sure I don't cary any harmful views along with it.

Welp that probably got a but too personal for reddit but oh well.