Maybe you should kill yourself? Just throwing it out there...

It's a pretty rational thing to do in certain cases. No pain, if you do it right. Proper planning means a minimum of legal fuss for your family.

You might have heard of "right to die" legislation. Well, physical ailments are only one type of suffering. Mental problems are very serious as well.

Get some professional help first, of course.

But remember that you always have that option. A well aimed bullet to your brain stem is instant, but messy. Carbon monoxide is very clean and effective, and a popular method for good reasons.

Alternatively, you could spend less time shitposting on reddit and more time being less of a faggot. Worked for me anyway.

Nobody owes you anything. Nothing is going to change unless you get out there in the world. You don't need pity or sympathy from internet strangers.

You need to get moving. I know its hard. I've been there. Just get moving. You already know what you need to do.

The only advice I have to give you is to socialize more, in person. Where you can smell who you're talking to. Spend time with your family. If your family is intolerable, go to the bar and talk to strangers. If you're a sperg, just go in the afternoon and talk to the bartender. He can't avoid you - it's literally his job to talk to weirdos at the bar. He's used to it. Say whatever's on your mind, get it off your chest. And if you embarrass yourself than fuck it, go to different bar next time. It's the poor man's psychiatrist. Worked for me, anyway.

Life sucks. Talk to some homeless people. Learn what real problems look like.

Or kill yourself. I don't give a shit.